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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

The Meaning of Good Night..



你有和喜欢的人聊到很晚的经历么?
你有和他说完晚安才关机睡觉的习惯么?
那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密!
有一天,天堂放假,一个天使来到人间,为了化解自己的无聊,
对一个女孩说,我可以实现你一个愿望,权利,金钱,美貌,爱情……
女孩想得很认真,天使有些害怕,如果她说一些他实现不了的愿望,会很没面子。
总之一定要让她看到天使是多么厉害,我要她崇拜我,我要让她感激我。
“我想每天睡前都能听到你对我说晚安!”
天使惊讶于如此简单的愿望,忽然有一种大材小用的感慨。“好,这很容易!”
天使根本没有多想,就如此轻易的答应了。
女孩也就欢欣雀跃,满心期待着愿望一天一天实现。
晚上,在qq上,天使对女孩说:“晚安!”还画了一个“:*”,说这是给她的晚安kiss。
女孩也就满足的睡去,梦都散发着甜甜的味道。
也偶尔,网关断了,天使也会打个电话给她,对她说晚安,并在电话的另一端亲她的额头,祝她好梦。
不知是从何时开始,天使要开始忙自己的事情了,
他或许是太忙了,连说晚安的时间都没有了。
于是,每天晚上,女孩都满怀期待的等着自己的晚安,
却每晚都在失落中入睡,梦里,
女孩站在远远的地方,看着忙碌的天使,
他或许忙得忘记了晚安的约定,
或许等他有空了,他会把亏欠的晚安都补给她。
最终,天使忙得都忘记了女孩,终于永远的飞走了,带着那许多亏欠的晚安。
很久之后,天堂放假的日子,一大群天使来到人间,
他们问女孩,我们可以每人帮你实现一个愿望,权利,金钱,美貌,爱情……
女孩却没有说出自己的愿望,
她知道,这是个简单到无法实现的愿望,
哪怕是天使,也不能。
真正的天使其实是这个女孩子自已的本身而晚安只是告诉你, 我会想你!
晚安:wan an! 把这个词的中文拼音拆开 晚安的拼音wan an,
每一个字母都代表一个字就是Wo Ai Ni,Ai Ni——我爱你,爱你!
如果你知道了这个秘密,那么请你:以后聊天后,不要忘了和他说一声:晚安!
有个朋友告诉我,在她的生命中曾经有一份最真挚的感情,没有火花,没有表白,没有交往……她只是在心里默默的爱着一个她认为值得她爱的人,尽管对方已心有所属。
她告诉我,每天睡觉前,她会想他一遍,然后,以朋友的身份跟他说一声“晚安”……于是,我心血来潮,也有了要说“晚安”的冲动,对那个也是我认为的最值得我爱的人

Saturday, March 27, 2010

我是credit card

曾经有一个朋友说过我,
对于感情态度,
就好像一张信用卡。

信用卡的作用,
就是可以任刷,
刷刷刷,
过后再付钱。

对我爱情观的比喻,
就好像需要预先得到别人的爱,
我才会回报他。


我是一个很守规矩的信用卡用户。
很有自己的分寸。
不会刷爆卡,也不会逾期还债。

这样的说法,
我觉得很对。

因为我很怕付出后得不到回报。
我很怕,会失望,会受伤。
这,也许是我自我保护的烂借口。
可是,对不起,
我没有想要去戒掉这个讨人厌的性格。
我坦白我的自私。

对于爱情,
我永远秉持着
“如果你对我好,我就会回报你多十倍,来对你好,
相反的,如果你对我不好,我也会十倍的还给你”的态度。

我的人就是这样。
对付我,
很容易,
就是对我好。
好像很简单,
可是很难..


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

..Wonderful Tonight..



觉得这首歌,
很好听,
歌词,也很有意思。

想象,如果有一天,
我心爱的,
当着我的面前,
唱这首歌,向我求婚,
哈哈!我一定很lam~
(但,前提是他不可以是五音不全啦~)

真的是越听越有feel~
突然间,有点想婚了~
嘻嘻..

飞~~

回归以前小时侯的想法,

原来我的最大的梦想,

我最想去的地方也只是日本。

小小的愿望,

对当时的我,却是好想很难实现似的。

现在的我,

梦想不再就只是那样小小的。

我希望可以玩完整个世界。

踏蹁每个国土,体验每个国家的人士风情。

这,也许是事过境迁,

飞机票越来越便宜的原因吧。

有时,真的很感谢亚行带给我们的方便。

虽然说,服务真的不是很好,

椅子又超不舒服的,

可是,比其他航空公司便宜达一倍以上的飞机票,

真的让我们这些想飞的普通市民,

获益良多.

希望亚行能扩充到更多国家,

那么,以后我想去那里,

飞机票就永远不是问题了~ ^^

Monday, March 8, 2010

The Climb

最近,
一直都在听这首歌。
觉得,听了后,
对即将面对的‘分叉路’,
也比较有勇气。

越来越迷蒙了。
越来越不知道应该要怎样走。

我看,不只我一个人在面对吧~
毕竟这是确定我们以后人生的旅程。

要继续向前冲,以便更快到达目的地?
还是停下来歇歇,所谓休息是为了走更长远的路?

Sunday, March 7, 2010

..sacrifice..

Yesterday night,
when i was still high for S.H.E concert,
something suddenly appear in my mind.

that's still about my future.
one of my cousin, graduated at UM as chemical engineer..
as a norm, we will think she has a good future..
will have a nice job after her graduation..

but, what she chose, is follow her husband,
'work without permit' in UK.. as a waitress..
she choose to follow her loved one,
and give up her bright future.

for me, this is so called 'sacrifice'..
many of us thinking that she might be too impetuous in deciding her future.
nonetheless, after my deep deliberation,
maybe working at malaysia as a engineer is only mean a scarification for her.
now, she lives happy and blessed.
and i think she never regret about her choice.

well,
why i will think about this?
because, i really don't know,
what comes first in my life.
my family? my beloved? my career? or what i passionate to do..
i'm confused.
really confused about what should i choose.

my life now,
is just like the poem,
"the road not taken"..
once i choose to take 1 of the road,
i cant turn back.
i knew it clearly.
and i really scare done something wrong about my choice..

now,
i'm facing a turning point in my life,
which i couldn't turn back once i have make my choice..

Thursday, March 4, 2010

My pAssion

Recently, I always think about my future. Going to graduate soon, but really don’t what should I do.

Further my study or continue work? Actually, both I also don’t hope to.

What I hope to, is travelling around the world. But, firstly, I have not enough money to do so.

And, it seems not relevant to do that. Study for so long, and yet, still can’t contribute something for my family.

But, that is my passion for now. I really don’t like to work in Malaysia, stay in Malaysia. I hope I can walk around the world, find out new challenges, and experience new life in different country.

However, the other problem is, I can’t travel alone. I dare not do so. I’m not strong enough to do that. My family will not allow me to do so.

What I able to do now, is just looking forward for my Cambodia trip and US work and travel. Hopefully everything will go smooth, and I can get my US Visa approval as soon as possible. ~pray hard~

Then, find more time for travel around Asia. China, Taiwan, Hong Kong, as well as Korea and Japan, hopefully I can go walk around these places as soon as possible. Nonetheless, saving is other problem again. Travel needs money, a lot of money.

So, again, can my passion exist with what I should do now? I don’t think so.

..Headache..

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