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Saturday, December 15, 2012

Doubt


When i was talking bath yesterday night,
Was thinking,
My mind keeps changing all over the time.
Reflecting on this, im not sure is it a good thing or not.

Looking at the empty chatime bottle,
It costed me RM4.90.
Still remember, when i was about 16-17 years old,
The taiwan bubble tea which costed RM2.50 is too expensive for me.
I will rather "tahan my nafsu" on the bubble tea instead of having it because of the price.

I loves branded stuffs since young, but i dare not hope to get a real one.
Because they are really too expensive and unachievable dream for me.
I went for imitate LV wallet when i was 18.
Haha, and i still remember i was proud to own one that time.
And now, i will feel shame if some1 get a imitate or AAA branded stuff.

When i was studying in matriculation, i stayed in a very dirty hostel.
So, after i got in to university, being allocated to the new hostel, Kolej 17,
I felt so happy because it's an apartment style hostel and i was the first batch to enjoy all those benefits.

Then, when i started to know some of my friends who staying at condo during uni time,
I was so jealous about it.
Looking at those condo at bukit serdang, i was like hoping, i can own 1 in the future.

Of course, by that time, i have already knew places like mont kiara, tropicana, damansara.
But all these places are far too expensive to me.
I dare not dream to having a house in these area.
My small little dream is just a small medium end condo in maybe nicer place like kelana jaya or puchong. (compare to serdang)

And now, what i want and what i hope is getting more.
I wish i can stay in places like mont kiara, tropicana, ara damansara, and bangsar.
I dare to dream and i believe i can get to stay in one of these places.

Not sure this is a good thing or bad thing in me.
Keeps changing makes me improve and get better and better.
However, is it worth to  keep chasing all these?

Friday, December 7, 2012

姐妹


姐姐,妹妹,
对我来说,真的很valuable。

我,没有姐姐,
也没有妹妹。

所以其实我很羡慕那些有姐妹的。

昨天,到H&M shopping,
买了很美丽的黄色外套。
其实,我还想买红的,蓝的,青的,土色的,和黑的。
可是budjet有限。
如果全部都买,我可能一个月要啃面包。

那时真的很希望我有个妹妹或姐姐。
那样,就可以和她share了。
她买两件,我买两件,就可以拥有4件不同颜色的外套。
啊!
可是这对我来说是个多么奢侈的想法。

裤带也是。
很多不同颜色的裤带,给我来说,也只可以选些好搭的颜色。
因为如果每种颜色买一个,其实还蛮浪费下咯!

如果有姐妹,
衣服可以share。
首饰可以share。
杂志可以share。
包包可以share。
手表可以share。

Shopping有人作伴。
闷的时候有人陪伴。
还可以聊聊心事。
多么好!!

所以啊,为了让我以后的孩子可以享受这些“福利”,
还真的想生多一点。
2个男,2个女。让他们可以作伴。

就可惜现在养儿育女的费用这么高,
对我这样小资女,
也还真的是有心无力。


上个星期去了马六甲 Eating trip。
还好我有个超级好的准老公,可以陪我。





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