Doubt

When i was talking bath yesterday night,

Was thinking,

My mind keeps changing all over the time.

Reflecting on this, im not sure is it a good thing or not.

Looking at the empty chatime bottle,

It costed me RM4.90.

Still remember, when i was about 16-17 years old,

The taiwan bubble tea which costed RM2.50 is too expensive for me.

I will rather "tahan my nafsu" on the bubble tea instead of having it because of the price.

I loves branded stuffs since young, but i dare not hope to get a real one.

Because they are really too expensive and unachievable dream for me.

I went for imitate LV wallet when i was 18.

Haha, and i still remember i was proud to own one that time.

And now, i will feel shame if some1 get a imitate or AAA branded stuff.

When i was studying in matriculation, i stayed in a very dirty hostel.

So, after i got in to university, being allocated to the new hostel, Kolej 17,

I felt so happy because it's an apartment style hostel and i was the first batch to enjoy all those benefits.

Then, when i started to know some of my friends who staying at condo during uni time,

I was so jealous about it.

Looking at those condo at bukit serdang, i was like hoping, i can own 1 in the future.

Of course, by that time, i have already knew places like mont kiara, tropicana, damansara.

But all these places are far too expensive to me.

I dare not dream to having a house in these area.

My small little dream is just a small medium end condo in maybe nicer place like kelana jaya or puchong. (compare to serdang)

And now, what i want and what i hope is getting more.

I wish i can stay in places like mont kiara, tropicana, ara damansara, and bangsar.

I dare to dream and i believe i can get to stay in one of these places.

Not sure this is a good thing or bad thing in me.

Keeps changing makes me improve and get better and better.

However, is it worth to  keep chasing all these?