分享我的心情

现在，正在听着一首歌。
S.H.E. 的 〈612 星球〉
好像我心里的想法哦~
所以就在这里把歌词与大家分享~
也许，你们会懂我康复了多少吧~


满园玫瑰 我以为 找到我那一朵
认真爱了 却狠狠 刺伤我的双手

责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错

望着天空 爱是否 活在童话里头
小王子说 有些事 流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我


擦干眼泪 一个人 漂流在这宇宙
小王子说 爱一定 开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗 在什麽时候

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我

抱抱..

...好想要有个抱抱噢...

输了..

曼联输球了..

好失望噢...

我觉得，如果一来，把TEVEZ 或 BERBATOV 放下场，
别让ANDERSON。
应该会比较好吧。

那条‘水’，在那里跑来跑去，根本都没在防人。
没球时，又不跑。
有球时，又乱射。
真的气死我了！！！

巴塞真的有那么强吗？
我真的不觉得。
只觉得，FERGUSON的阵容排法，
有点错误。

还有还有，
他们只把攻击重心放在RONALDO身上，
让他在那边　ｏｎｅ　ｍａｎ　ｓｈｏｗ，
有球就射，能用ｍｅｈ？？？

唉，对于这场专门不去上班，累倒半死又要爬起来看得球，
我真的很失望．．．．

寂寞

寂寞，
是醒来时，
看看手机，没有简讯。

寂寞，
是吃饭时，
要对着电脑，才吃得下。

寂寞，
是整天都没有人联络，
看着手机，还以为它坏了。

寂寞，
是要整天上网聊天，
因为，身旁可以聊天的人，
一个都没有。

寂寞，
是太多心事闷在心里，不能抒发，
所以需要在这里，
把它发泄出来。

寂寞，就是寂寞。
它是发自内心的。
想要不寂寞，
但，偏偏，会越来越寂寞....

Are you going to finish strong?

When i was down and suffering the sadness of my failure in relationship..

I received this video clip from my friend..

This video clip helps me a lots..

So, i wish to share this in my blog..

I think this is very educative video clip..

So, it might be helpful for you when u found there are no more energy supporting you to move forward..

Ok.. It's time to enjoy the clip.. And try to learn his attitude..

Lastly, I hope we all, no matter how hard our tasks going to be..

We can finish them.. STRONG!

Outing..

Last Friday.. I went Penang sing K, shopping, watch movie with yunxin and shiau zhao..

It's was fun hanging out with them.. Lots of funny things happened.. haha!

First of all, we went red box Sing K~ ya..one of my favorite activity..
Actually we are not SING.. but SHOUT.. haha~ and i shout till having sore throat now..
padam muka right? but..i SIOK~ :p

Then, we went for a movie. We watched Angels & Demons.. well, as i have been read the book, Yunxin kept on asking me the story line while we was watching.. Haha.. they kept on guessing which 1 is the bad guy.. and can't deny..they were great in guessing.. (or mayb the actor too bad in acting?? :p i don't know..) This movie is better than what i expected and quite nice if compared to Da Vincci Code.. (or can say..Da Vincci Code is too bad to watch..) Overall, i rated this movie 3.5 Stars..

After that, we went shopping! I'm the one who buy the most. T.T
Pity poor now..
The stuff i bought :

1.

Body Shop Super Sales
..All 50% items..
(Body Focus Bust firmer, Vitamin E gentle facial wash, and Vitamin E hydrating toner)
They only cost me RM45++ lo..
Cheap?? yeah.. i think so...

2.

My First G2000 formal shirt..
Finally i got one..so happy..
..simple & nice..
(it also 50% item..c..i didn't luan luan waste $ lo..)

Last but not least, we went dinner at gurney drive..
To promote the foods i loved to eat there, i captured the photos..

~maggie goreng~
highly recommended by Miss Khoo Yunxin

Oooo Jian (I dunno how to say in English..:p)
~Must eat food for me~

Penang Asam Laksa
~Top 10 favorite food for me~

and, dun curious.. i ate all of the above..just for my dinner.. yeng? Actually got share share la..but i think i eat the most.. (just wonder..why i can't fat har??) So, don't blame me again about i did not eat.. i ate lot..but who knows.. just can't be fat.. (envy? haha!)

Gossips

I hate people creating somethings that are not relevant about me..
But, i cant control them not to do that.. What i can do is just express my dissatisfied feelings in my blog and then just forget it after i wrote.

Well, the story is like this..

Yesterday, i was eating my dinner with my superb best friend..
while we chatting, she told me about some gossips people say about me..
i was very very angry that time..thinking want to kill those people who say those about me..

What they said, I date with Wei Jie is just because i Loved his money..
What the hell, do i look like a poor lady that need my bf's money to survive?
What the hell, do they didn't have brain to think? Whole Gurun citizens can say know my father.
and know what is the economic status of us. Is it relevant to say like that?
Do they think my father can't support me, can't effort to buy me something that i want, so that i need to find a bf to get the money?

What the hell they talking I date because I love the $ of my bf?
Because of envy or just want simply talk some bad things about me?
I curious about that..

Besides, i upset because, is Wei Jie just have the money that i can love for?
I dated him because I loved him and he is a superb nice man. A man treated me with his best. A nice man that i will ever found again. Not because of his money, but because of his heart.

I really feel unfair for him..because lot people think i will accept him just because him money..
It's really unfair..

~发型~

留了一年5 个月的直长发..
要变造型咯！！


呐！这就是我想要弄得头发。
好看吗？
给我意见咯~~

喜欢 。 在一起。

喜欢是喜欢
在一起是在一起；

喜欢，不一定要在一起。
在一起的，不一定是喜欢。

不喜欢的，一定不会在一起。
不在一起的，不一定不是不喜欢。

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone

TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.

ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST.......

TOXIC RELATIONSHIP

Are you in relationships that are unhealthy?

When you are in the middle of this relationship, it is often difficult to see how detrimental the relationship is to your self-esteem.

A toxic person is anyone, including yourself, who manages to drag you down, make you feel angry, worn out, deflated, belittled or confused. Toxic relationships have pervasive and repetitive patterns of actions and attitudes that result in tearing yourself or someone down or inhibiting a person’s or your own growth. The toxicity of your relationships with others is driven by the toxicity of the relationship with have with yourself.

Lots of people are in emotionally destructive patterns with each other and it is easy to blame the other for your own behavior. Usually destructive relationships contain all sorts of garbage half-truths, denials, etc. By bringing what has been hidden into the light, you can begin to weed truth from falsehood and begin your healing process.

How do you know if your relationship experiences "normal ups and downs" or is mired in abusive, toxic patterns? Determining the health of your most important relationships is the first step toward creating a happier life for yourself and those you surround yourself with.

It may be difficult for you to admit you are in a toxic relationship, because you are an intelligent, self-sufficient individual in other aspects of your life. If you are in toxic relationships, however, you have the sense that something is just not right.

These patterns that are always destructive: abuse of any kind, overbearing/overprotectiveness, overdependency and demanding to be the center of attention, deception of the other, and chronic indifference, neglect, or disdain.

When you are in a toxic relationship – as with many toxic substances – there are many signs that may suggest you need an internal healing.

The necessity of letting go as a key element of gain and growth. Letting go of fears, distorted expectations, entitlements, negative mood, lies about self, etc. Many things that trap you have to do with what you hang on to. The biggest step is believing that there are choices and options.

by:

Dr. T. Aaron Lim, a native of Malaysia, is a graduate of St. Francis' Institution, Malaysia; College of Agriculture, Malaysia (now Universiti Putra Malaysia); Louisiana State University, USA; University of Hawaii, USA and Chaminade University of Honolulu, USA. He is a former professor at Brigham Young University-Hawaii, USA.

Born and raised in the ancient philosophies of the Orient and trained in the modern sciences of the West, Dr. Aaron has a unique talent of bridging the traditions of East and West. He has been serving and teaching health, personal development and spiritual growth for over 30 years. As a dynamic speaker and educator, he uses his multiple talents to help others reach their fullest potential.

nO tiTle

Sunday again..
means, i need to work after two days rest..

LI for me now..
it's quite enjoyable..
just need to wake up early everyday..( im well-known as sleep pig)

my supervisor gave me lots of work now..
(maybe he too lazy to complete his work, so that he passed them to me..)

nonetheless.. i'm ready..
hehe..
i just hope he will give me lot tasks..
i'm ready to learn and perform well...

yes.. i enjoy my life now..

sOme tHought..

2.03am ...

i feel so blessed now..
so glad that this sad journey didn't take long time for me..
i thought it will be a long..
but, due to you all.. my family, my cousin, my friends,
i go through the sadness very fast..
yeah.. that incident just passed 2 weeks..
and now, there are no more tears for me..
moreover, i start feel calm days after days..

i enjoy my life now..
even thought, sometime, i will feel a little bit pain,
even thought, sometime, i will feel that i miss him,
but is ok, this is the process..
i treat the relationship so serious..
so, it is ok for me to go through all the process..
because i know, there are always lots of support for me while i am going through all these..
what i suppose to do is.. just be strong..

yeah..
i am hoping for the new relationship,
a better relationship..
a better him..as well as..a better me..
and i know, i will get all of these..
since i grew to be more mature..
no matter in what..
thinking or attitude..
although i maybe not mature enough as what you all expected..
but is ok.. at least not as childish as last time..

feel thanks for all people that brings my life to be more graceful..
not only for the people care me so much,
also for those who hurt me lot..
because i know, this all about growing to be more mature..

i love you..
yes.. you..
the person who reading this post..

i really love you all...
thanks again.....to all my lovely friends and cousin...


p/s :
especially for my dearest superb best friend..
you have done a great job..
don't ever think that you help me nothing..
muacks~~
it's great that having you as my superb best friend..
sincerely from my heart.....

友情..

我一直都知道，
友情的力量是其次于亲情.

只是不懂，
原来它的力量是这么强大的。

真的要很谢谢一直以来，
不放弃我的朋友。
是你们让我从伤心中走出来的。

你们的关心，成为我努力的动力。
你们的爱护，让我觉得，我不是一个独立个体。

我不知道要怎么才能报答你们。
说谢谢，是没用的。
我会用行动来跟你们说真的谢谢。
所以，我会更努力，更开心的活下去。

有你们，真好。
真的， 很好...

（但是，别因为我已经走出伤心，而又疏远我，
因为，即使我伤痊愈了，我还是希望我的生活里，有你们的陪伴）

爱你们噢~！

感恩

感恩...

感谢上帝，让我成长..
感谢上帝，让我知道，我不只是一个人..
感谢上帝，给于我这么多一直支持我的朋友..
感谢上帝，让我了解到放开也是一种成长..
感谢上帝，让我知道，还有这么多人爱着我..
感谢上帝，赐予我勇敢的力量，让我会快的就走出那段伤心的日子..
感谢上帝，肯听我的祈祷..
感谢上帝，让我知道您的存在..

p/s:我的上帝，不是你想象的那个上帝

很闷..

又是很闷的一天。
坐在office里，一个人，无所事事。
想找个人谈天，也难。

实习的日子，还剩30 天。
这30天，我到底要怎么过呢？

才做了9天工的我，
已经很讨厌这样的生活了。
每天7am就要醒，做工做到5pm。
（应该是发梦，坐椅子，玩电脑）
每天都是这样。
一点挑战性也没有。唉~！

每天早上，都不想去上班。
是因为我不喜欢工作，
还是这里实在是没有工作，所以我觉得这么闷？这么讨厌上班呢？
希望是第二个原因吧。

一个人时，是最容易想太多的。
想以前的事，刚刚发生的事，还有以后会发生的事。
乱想一大堆有的没的。
因为实在，真的太闷了。

我想很多我的朋友也是这样吧。
你们做工时，会很闷吗？
那么，你们用什么方法来解闷呢？
分享一下吧~

推荐...

哈哈，我还以为没人会看我的blog,没想到，竟然有人会msg我，叫我快点更新。
感觉超爽的。

但是，我不知道要写些什么叻。嘻嘻！

《灵感累积中.........》

好啦，就写写我最近看了什么好看的节目吧~



大家应该知道 《AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL》吧！
我现在正在看着SEASON 12。好好看噢！
Tyra Banks的魅力，真的是无法可挡。
各各参赛者也是蛮有实力的。
又可以看到那些‘高高在上’的模特儿私低下的生活，
有些心计很重，有些恨自以为是，很多很多不同性格的。
真是让我大开眼界。哈哈！
美，真的不能代表什么。


接下来， 就是港片 <老婆大人 II>,
好喜欢陈锦鸿的角色。
想想，如果我以后的老公，有他一半就好咯。
他们的孩子也很可爱。讲话超cute的。
这部戏，可以让我们看到，
男女之间感情维系的方法。
小男人，大女人，是这部戏的重点。
谁说小男人就是没用的？
我就觉得他真的很棒。因为他注重他的家庭。
他的牺牲，让我觉得，这样真的很Man..
说了这么多，大家不妨去看看啦！

还有还有，<败犬女王>也很好看。
它让我感觉到爱，是很美的。
不管牺牲多大，爱，就是能让一个人一直不计较的付出。
也是爱，一直让人有活下去的动力。
不止戏好看，梁静如在里头的歌，也很好听。
她的歌可以让你更进入这部戏。
好戏加上好歌的配搭，不看，会后悔噢！

如果你跟我一样，现在正在放假，
无所事事，又还没看过这些节目，
可以去看看哦！

Rubbish..

Feeling want to write something..
because i was too boring sitting alone at office..
mind messed up with a lot of rubbish..
think this think that..
and..although i'm very tired..
my brain think non-stop.. how could it wont feel tired har?
how only i can turn off the thinking button so that it can give me a rest..
really geram...

and most geram is..
i actually don't know what i m thinking of..
that's why i called them rubbish..

friend..any idea to make me relax and stop thinking of rubbish?
even sleep.. my super active brain.. keep on producing some terrible dreams..
made me not enough sleep and this worsen when i need to wake up at 7am and go to work at 8am..

Oh god.. please heal my mind......

母亲节快乐

母亲节到了，因为‘那件事’，弄得我没有心情去想到底要买什么给我妈。
还好，母亲大人很明白事理，没有怪我这个不孝女。嘻嘻~

之前写了一篇关于我爸爸伟大的事件。
没写妈妈的，好像有点不公平。

我的妈妈，可以说，比我爸爸还要伟大。
怎么说呢？妈妈可以说是一个超人。
什么都会，入得厨房，出得厅堂。
超会煮饭，又懂得做生意。
如果我有她一半，就好了。

我妈妈，真的很强。
不止煮饭，做生意强，个性也很强。
还有，她还是个大美人。（虽然现在有点胖，哈！）

还记得，小学一年级的时候，
明天要开学了，但我还有一大堆假期作业还没做。
妈妈骂了我以后，就握着我的手，帮我完成我的假期作业。
我还记得那时的我，已经在半不清醒的状况了。
还好有妈妈。可以说，我的假期作业是我妈帮我完成的。
哈！

她还做过很多很伟大的事..

爸爸曾经告诉我，当我还没满月时，
因为我鼻塞，鼻子里全部都是鼻涕，吸鼻涕的无法把它们弄出来，
妈妈只好用嘴帮我吸。
朋友们，你们可以想象到母爱的伟大吗？
我有时会想，如果我遇到了这种情形，我可以做到想我妈妈一样吗？
她， 真的太伟大了。

更伟大的事，是发生在我Form 2 的时候。
那时我弟弟得了cancer,妈妈可以一个月不睡觉，
没天没夜的照顾我弟弟。
即使她很累，也从不埋怨。
因为她的爱，胜过一切。
照顾之余，妈妈还去买了很多很多关于癌症的书，
做了很多功课，以便可以了解更多关于癌症治疗的方法。

我失恋了，妈妈回来房间找我，抱在一起陪我哭。
考试不好，妈妈会来安慰我。
我做错事了，妈妈会当臭人，骂我。
新年到了，妈妈会买很多衣服给我。
我想吃什么，妈妈都会抽时间弄给我。
我想要得东西，妈妈都会努力赚钱买给我。
自己省吃减用，却都把最好的都给我。
妈妈真的很伟大。

以前我不懂妈妈是那种口硬心软的人。
即使她很疼我，她都会把那些感受收在心里。
就是因为这样，在我还不懂事之前，我很讨厌我妈妈。
总是拿她来和我爸爸比较。
觉得她疼弟弟比较多。又时常骂我。
所以以前，我们常吵架。

但是我知道，妈妈对我的爱和关怀，是无人能及的。
她会骂我，是因为太疼我了。太怕我受到伤害了。
现在，我知道了。我都一直误会妈妈。
其实她骂我都是为我好。
那些都是妈妈对我的爱。

在我还不懂事时，我常说些很难听得话，伤害我妈妈。
现在真的很后悔。
长大了，才了解妈妈的伟大。
幸好还不是太迟。我还来得及报答妈妈对我的爱和付出。

所以，我想要祝我那伟大的母亲，
母亲节快乐。
我爱你，我真的爱你~